Breakdowns

Remember when I said I had a hellish couple of months? I’m about to break it down. Now that I actually think about it, all I can remember is one breakdown after the other these past four months or so. I had a disagreement with my then roommate about our living conditions and some disconcerting…

Hi everyone!!!

It’s been sooooooo long, I know but I’ve gone through SO much these past months; a horrible college roommate, a destroyed phone and several breakdowns but not to worry, I’ll make sure to catch up and post as regularly as possible!😁 Now that’s out of the way, I want to use this opportunity to make…

I’m lonely

You know what they say about people with the biggest smiles and the funniest stories and how happy they really are? Well, in my case I’m one lonely merry girl. I mean all my life I’ve always had people around me, whether family, or family friends or my personal favorite; my fictional characters. They have…

More than aesthetics 2 πŸ€—πŸ’•

Towards the end of this year, (and by the end I mean the very end of the third quarter) I made a decision to express and appreciate myself both in the little things and the big things. It has not been easy, but it’s a journey I’m determined to go on. I had mentioned earlier…

If you must, believe.

I don’t know much about the world and how it works, but I’m a firm believer in the power of thoughts, words and belief systems. I believe that what we think about and believe in greatly affects our actions as well as speech and invariably, the reaction we receive. I’ll explain. So today, I got…

Now that the Year is Coming to an End.

Hi there everyone! 😁 I’m so excited about December because of the festivities and also I can’t wait for 2018 to end already. It’s been a long year with beautiful and amazing but yet trying times. I’ve met new people, made friends with some, let people who are bad for my mental health go, been…

The void.

Everyone wants someone to love, Someone who will love them back, Who will talk to them, and listen to them too. Someone who makes them happy, and they make happy too, Who completes them, fills the void and they complete them and fill their void. Someone who they can trust, believe in, support, encourage, and…

Masterpiece

Everyone has a bit of sadness, A sense of foreboding that grips the heart and squeezes so hard it impairs vision, But just the same way there is darkness, and pain and suffering in the world, And yet joy and happiness and love exists even in the worst of situations, That same way there’s hope,…

Down Memory Lane

So I just saw this post I made but never got around to posting and realised how much had actually happened within a month -it was a real rollercoaster of emotions and I was in a really dark, sad and angry place: I should have gotten used to this by now, but as usual I’m…

Recovery

They said it’s for a reason. That the hurt would someday fade away, and the scars would be as though they never existed. They said to hold on, to get a grip and salvage what is left so as not to end up in total ruin. “Hold your chin up, flash a smile and throw…